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I want, as in play, to know both your's and Sergey's perspectives, so I can have more information, as my own internal sources are very limited.
I need to know what I need to know, and one word for what I need to know can be the truth, or there can be two English words used to convey (honestly) that which I need to know, and those two words can be, in English, accurate information.
I don't want to run as fast as I can to make my life, and everyone else who is affected by me, as miserable as it can possibly be made, as fast as it can possibly be made miserable.
I want to go the other way.
If I need to die soon, and I need to make my death as painful as it can be, the most painful life left, and the soonest death possible, which may be a contradiction worth study, then I don't know this fact.
If I need to live longer, and I need to live as well as I can possibly live, then I am correct in claiming that that is what I want, and I am accurate in communicating to you that that is what I want, precisely as I say that is what I want, with those words in English.
When you and Sergey do what it is you do with this medium of exchange, as you connect to each other with this connection, I read with intense interest, and my estimate of my connection to that which is your connection to Sergey, is a estimate of enjoyment, of play, of being entertained, of being worth the effort to avoid doing other things, and instead of doing other things that I want to do, or need to do, or are fooled by other people into a false belief in needing, or wanting, in any case, is set aside willfully, knowingly, gladly, and high on the list of priority - if that means anything to you - which to me is something we share.
I don't want to obey the orders that work to cause me misery and death.
I want to invent, produce, and maintain connections to people who prefer to invent, produce, and maintain better ways to live better, and even better than that, and longer, and even longer than that, including the concept of giving life to new born beings, and then responding with the ability to make their lives better, and longer, and so on, and so forth.
What is that Bible scripture I may be looking for; having to do with going forth?