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I have not been trying to play games, be a martyr, call you a Troll. I am writing honestly what I hear when I read your words. And personally, your very last words to me make me feel like cancelling my ID and never talking to anyone again.
Those last words unlike the others I thought I heard from you are like a dagger in my heart. The other words only hit me intellectually. I am pretty sure I get the meaning of your last sentence.
I have not been trying to hurt your feelings. I have been trying to explain to you what I hear from you. Just like when you said
So...you APPARENTLY have PERSONAL TRUTH? Fine and that PERSONAL TRUTH is what?
Oh, FFS!!! Now I'm angry. I just rephrased you own words back at you there. Oldest literature trick in the word. When people do that is like saying "I have no idea what you're talking about". I didn't expect you not to know that. Maybe my English is even worse than I feared. Let's pretend that I actually did say that without any connection to your previous words (though why would I? That was a response, no?). What did I say?
--> I just learned that I apparently have personal truth. That throws my mind in a loop. Don't have anything to say about that at the moment
Does this standalone has any sense? I can't flipping see it. Swimming in a sea of horse-flavored marmalade with a greasy aids infested snake that is my ego, which constantly tries enter from the rear, force my spleen on the side, puncture my pancreas and rip right through my esophagus. Now that's an image of disgusted I get right now. I'll be completely serious now ,cause my every word is apparently taken as hard as if I was soaking the holy water, FFS!
You know what? NEVERMIND!
I had no idea you were rephrasing my words back to me. And if you want the truth about how I feel about that, it makes me feel mocked that you would rephrase my words back to me as a literary trick. Now, since it was a literary trick, how was I supposed to interpret it besides feeling mocked?
How did you want me to hear those words? You wanted me to hear
"I just learned that I apparently have personal truth"
to mean
"I have no idea what you're talking about".
That is not what I heard. I heard you saying you had just learned you had personal truth. The word "just" did not mean "just now" to me. I read it as "just kinda."
Sergey, I am a nice, honest, above board person. What you see is what you get. No games. No tricks. I try to be honest. I think I make Joe mad sometimes I think because I cannot understand certain things. But I want to understand. I want to understand your words to me. If the problem is between my 2 ears, we know where the problem lies. But I can't help it if I don't know what you are saying to me.
I am sincerely sorry. Please forgive me.
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