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I've been pretending to be someone capable of helping people discuss topics. I will certainly make mistakes. This forum has been here for 7 years. We have already traveled a lot way in reaching for the elusive truth - it seems to me.
I don't see that you are pretending to be anything. I see you as accomplishing things.
I think Sergey and I, if we are able, will have to figure out how to talk with each other. The dynamics are different. I am really enjoying reading his history of Russia and I have to admit I feel much like a simpleton when I read you and Mike and Sergey talking about stuff I never even think about. I feel like my words do not measure up.
I think Joe, that you allowing me to at least speak on Spiritual things allowed me some kind of realm of confidence even in the midst of the mind numbing truth I was having to swallow.
Sergey automatically says I have not "evolved." Well, how do you think that makes me feel? It does not make me feel like I know anything. It makes me feel stupid in his eyes. So what do I have to offer? Nothing. I am an archaic relic out of touch with reality. Certainly, I know nothing, and now instead of laughing at his FacePalm picture, tears are streaming.
I am having a hard week...again.
I left you some words above about the book. It is hard to know whether you have seen my words or not because other posts end up separating them, or rather raising them from the last comment.
Personally, I am getting sick and tired of everyone lording their opinions over me, both here, at the DP, and in real life.
Our country is going down the tubes and it is bewildering and I don't know who to trust. Everyone is pushin social agendas, political agendas, and thought agendas.
I don't have an agenda. But I am a person, and I am allowed to have my own opinions even if they are not as lofty or as socially evolved as everyone elses.
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