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I had an idea working earlier today concerning the concept of accountability. I can jot down the basics of that idea right now, and then move to the Edit work.
The idea was such that each individual holds each individual to account for one's self, ones own actions, during their time alive. Perhaps I am doomed to remain in that place between life and heaven, whatever that name is that I can't remember right now.
The idea was viewed as this me thing being aware of having left this present life I am currently living, and I am realizing my failures, and my successes, if there are any credited to me, by me, and in this idea, I think of God as being way too busy for me, so God trusts that I will take care of business, and like a Coach sending word through a messenger, I expect to get another chance to life again, to get back in the game, and hope that I can do better next time around.
The basics of this idea is to realize that I am the one in power holding me to account while I am alive at this time, in this place. I am my power to do good or bad at this time, and it is realized that I hold me to account, in any case, since I will question any other person, any other human being, or any other number of human beings sharing similar viewpoints, concerning their judgment of me.
I see no power, at this time, in me escaping this condition of me being in control of this power to judge, in any case, either internally or externally, there is no escape, I am either blessed or cursed with this power of conscience.
I can start a new reply to get back to book work.